I'm tireed of it alr ):

Englishhh, was alright except for the first thing that ruined the whole thing ._.
Sighh~ heaps and tons of paper coming up :/
must study hard alr, cannot slack, mother tongue paper tmr =/
2 hours straight tuition later D:

haha, 4+pm alr, so faaaast X:


Sighh~ disappointment, yes i'm one.
i rather be one of the worst students;
rather than one of the better off ones.
not having my file done properly for file check,
when you expected it to turn out perfect.
you said it was a huge disappointment.
don't expect me to be one of the people with better files,
what did you actually expected?
perfect file with everything inside and prudy straight? :/
i'm sorry i disappoint you, but that's me.
Every single mistake from me,
equivalents to huge disappoint from you.
Take today as an example,
one piece of paper i didn't hand in, and i'm a disappointment to you.
what about the rest? Don't see you commenting about them~
That only means that; you think too highly of me,
and i'm not capable of being perfect.
What for get such huge disappointment when it's only a small matter?
I don't see the problem here,
but it is you, having too high expectations of me.
no, i'm not those tip-top-everything's okay student.
i'm not not not, I'm like just any other typical student,
not those who are like super awesome.

Sighh~ stress starting to build up ._.
Physics teacher went like, you all can do better;
Chemistry teacher is always expecting high grades from us,
see the last focus test, we didn't score well, and got railed at for 2 whole periods.
Biology; get at least a B3 or higher, if not retake until get B3 and above.
E-maths; teacher expecting those taking amath to excel, and do better than the rest.
A-maths; must pass, if not school holidays go back everyday ._.
Urghhhh~~ see howwwwwww ))):

everything's turning out horrible,
except for the fact that there're friends around
I seriously need a lifeeeeee;
plus~ mood-adjustment :/

=/

._.

Today sucked -.-
mixed emotions;
i'm confused :(
OMG~~!! ._.
Arghhhhhh~~


:/
You tell me how?

:]

Weeeeeeeeee~~
Just realised that Korean dramas are quite touching ayee ._.
haha, erhh, nothing much today,
this week is gonna be SUPER hectic :@

today- supposed to have amaths test and geog i think -.- but both cancelled.
Urghh; Monday blues ):
this morning i spent like 123456hours with my hair cos it keeps slipping off :S
damn annoying -.- was like urghh, hands are aching lurhhs -.-
Tues-bio focus test and maths test.
wed- shooting :/ till 5.30pm (i think) =='
Thurs- shooting. 0.22 :] till quite laaaate :O
Friday- think it is going to be the WORSE day of the week :@
erm, there's P.E most likely NAPFA training, then NPCC, prolly marching AGAIN -.-
and all those drill(s) urghh :(
theeenn, i've to catch up for TWO lessons of A-maths -.-
there's like urghh, ms ho goes like express train each lesson,
missing out two lesson entire lessons would be HELL for me -.-
ohh yarhh, there's still erhh, maths focus test T.T OMG ~~

erhh, then i still have yet to catch up with bio practical :O
which i missed like a week ago cos i was absent from sch. =/
it is like *&^%$#@!
anyway, think i'll find some time to do that =/

Damn man :( life's super hectic,
i hate my busy busy life now ._.
Urghhhh~~

Orhh yahh,
and today;
shashi, peishan and anusia did something evil hahha
they dragged me into the toilet, [almost]
planning to splash water on me, to give me water bash :X
urghh, uber scary ._.

._. Urghhh D:

♥ Raaaaaawr

Urghh, today is a not-so-awesome day for me :/
Promotion test was sucky for me
I got uber tense and my commands went like &%$@#
anw, i believe in fate. It is either that i fail this time round, or there's another re-test.
Arghhh~~ enough of those stupid stuff


did some catching up during a-maths today,
some alpha & beta, or smth, idk the spelling =/
its quite simple, but it is only the starting o.o
that was what ms ho told me ._.

maths was erhh, okay,
went thru maths paper T.T
which the pathetic results were like O.o'
wasn't awesome neither faaabulous D:
mr aziz called me a-m-a-n-d-a again ._.
haha, and that got the class laughing

Mhmm, today chem was ok,
starting to like ms ho's lessons,
found her RATHER interesting,
at least she laughs when she jokes, unlike the previous few times,
when she tells a joke, she gives the stern face, LMAO ><


P.E was freaaaaaaaaking &^%$@!#
okay, that person was calling me amanda, amanda, amanda -.-
when i told her to stop; i was -.- nvm abt that :/


thanks anusia for teaching me the a-maths,
and crapping heaps with me :D
you're the best :]
thanks for always being there for me (:
ily girl ♥ - sweetheart ^^


Waiting under the rain is something stupid,
but waiting under the rain without taking
shelter is the stupidest thing one can do. :@
do take good care, too much rain in bad for health. X:

haha; imissyou =(
urghhhs =/
-iloveyou ♥



I'm still hoping for a miracle to happen♥
bit of hope is still there ,
as i believe that miracles do happen

S-I-C-K

OMGOMGOMG D':
down with flu, fever, cough and sore-throat =/
like the tap left on -.-' damnnnn :@
Theeeen, i read some articles and realised that recently alot ppl also
as in 12,000 people are down with flu for the past weeks O.O

♥

Actually ystd night happily still packing bag, prepare to go to sch today,
didnt expect this morning have fever -.-
later gonna ring someone up to ask what happen today in sch. (:
OMG, i need heaps of sleep =/
i was like o.O when i took flu medicine then i went O.O
LOL, it is PINK :O
and it is killer :@
♥
i ate one of those pink pill yesterday night,
and from 10.30pm i slept till afternoon today :[
now it is late afternoon and i'm STILL feeling sleepy =/ *yawns*
anyway, erhh, hopefully today dont have much hw
♥
i want my voice back :(
3days ago, my voice was loud,
then, i've not-so-loud voice,
then, i nearly lost my voice,
today, i completely lost my voice -.-
when i got up and tried talking, i thought i went mute ._.
♥
Am STILL in the process of getting my voice back DD:
♥
ohh well, since i'm at home,
i might as well make use of the time =]
think later ima get on to do some revision & do some chapter notes ^^
at least ima feel better if i do something productive =]
♥
realised i've been using like, erhh, tons of emotions in the post =D
that shows that most of the times emotions tend to portray more than words.
I simply love those emotion icons =D
♥
maths test yesterday =/
was kind of soso lorh.
anyway, nothing much now =]
hopefully tmr i can return back to sch.
i've missed too much today.
♥
I'll be missing ms wang's bio lessons today,
which each lesson she goes sososo fast ._.
and also chinese =/
and english, worse thing is A-math =O
ms ho goes like bullet train okayyy =(
doubt i can catch up also.
moreover going for classification shoot from np tmr,
then i'll miss another of her lesson[s] ._.
Urghhh-ness :/
♥
Now, i'm starting to miss my friends and school :/
i checked;
Valentine's this year falls on a S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y );
omg :@ asshole =/
means i'm not able to go out =/
ohh well, was hoping it to fall on a weekday..
♥
Off to have my L-U-N-C-H now :)

:D *Insert title here*

Actually going for tuition, but blackout lol.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHASHI ^__^

爱

I HATE YOU =/

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.