:@

Only a wednesday,
tired and worn out alr,
supposed to be studying for focused test tmr,
but came online ._.
Lol, today was good,
just the tiring part :X
siannn~ 2 more days to go before weekends come x.x
speech day coming soon, 16/04 :D

I'm tireed of it alr ):

Englishhh, was alright except for the first thing that ruined the whole thing ._.
Sighh~ heaps and tons of paper coming up :/
must study hard alr, cannot slack, mother tongue paper tmr =/
2 hours straight tuition later D:

haha, 4+pm alr, so faaaast X:


Sighh~ disappointment, yes i'm one.
i rather be one of the worst students;
rather than one of the better off ones.
not having my file done properly for file check,
when you expected it to turn out perfect.
you said it was a huge disappointment.
don't expect me to be one of the people with better files,
what did you actually expected?
perfect file with everything inside and prudy straight? :/
i'm sorry i disappoint you, but that's me.
Every single mistake from me,
equivalents to huge disappoint from you.
Take today as an example,
one piece of paper i didn't hand in, and i'm a disappointment to you.
what about the rest? Don't see you commenting about them~
That only means that; you think too highly of me,
and i'm not capable of being perfect.
What for get such huge disappointment when it's only a small matter?
I don't see the problem here,
but it is you, having too high expectations of me.
no, i'm not those tip-top-everything's okay student.
i'm not not not, I'm like just any other typical student,
not those who are like super awesome.

Sighh~ stress starting to build up ._.
Physics teacher went like, you all can do better;
Chemistry teacher is always expecting high grades from us,
see the last focus test, we didn't score well, and got railed at for 2 whole periods.
Biology; get at least a B3 or higher, if not retake until get B3 and above.
E-maths; teacher expecting those taking amath to excel, and do better than the rest.
A-maths; must pass, if not school holidays go back everyday ._.
Urghhhh~~ see howwwwwww ))):

everything's turning out horrible,
except for the fact that there're friends around
I seriously need a lifeeeeee;
plus~ mood-adjustment :/

299th Post :DD

Mhmm; 299th post :]
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y ^^
okay; anyway, today was tiring,
yesterday was w-o-r-s-e D:

Urghh, i'm starting to hate my schedule in school - damn :/
ystd, I was rushing rushing rushing and RUSHING :S
errhh, after sch i stayed back for amaths till 3.30pm,
BUT ms ho extended our time till 3.45pm,
BUT BUT, she arranged extra lessons, so the lesson's from 3.45-5++pm,

heng, the teacher was nice, mdm leong =]
then i've tuition at like 6.45pm :@
i stayed in sch till like 6pm to explain to anusia smth,
then dad came and pick me up and went for tuition
without lunch and dinner -.- ._.
was like super hungry :/

chemistry & eng tuition  -.-
some-more there like damn cold ><
was freezing ):
was running slight fever; about 38.1 deg. 
till 9pm plus =/ about 9.30pm, then came back realised i got sososo many things havent do.

havent had dinner, bath-ed, do hw, studied for ss test =/
hmpf, rushed through bath and dinner,
took panadol flu relieve; :)
and then did hw, after finishing all, about 11.30pm ald,
then theeen DDD: found out that there's still about a couple of amaths qns to complete :/
i was like OMG =(

today:// woke up at like 5.30am :/
4.5hours of sleep :@@@
Arrrgghhh~~ FOUR AND A HALF hours only D:

Today SS test, SBQ =/
and alot alot others,
but didn't really concentrate,
recess took panadol again, 3-4hrs ald marhh,
headache starting again :(

before amaths i took about 1 and 3/4 of water :]
apple juice and ehh, green tea ^^
didn't felt like eating anything,
anw there's also no time =/
like only 10-15mins to queue and eat.
that time seriously gastric ache like hell ]]]=

thennn ms ho explaaaiinnn so much ==''
dont really understand :O
haah, then after amaths was fun ^^

Then rushed home, tuition later ><
OMG, np tmr -.- FULL-U DD:
urghh, PYA on sat :/
yikeeees, but after that gng with komi for dinner,

hah, realised that i blogged longlonglong today :D

"WHAT I NEED NOW IS PLENTYOF SLEEP!!!"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥

Today's both Karl and Afif's birthday; HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


Karl, thanks for all the sweet times we shared together,
and also thanks for always being there for me :)
ily tons and may all your wishes come true.
Stay happy and don't let your family stuff bother you too much,
it makes me worry and bad for you too.

Youth day on Monday,
there's tuition though sigh,
Raining super heavily now and wanna sleep in.
Last night over the phone for about two hours,

Smsed Peishan, I forgot to pass her the 应用文 T.T
Paiseh, Tuesday then I pass you.
She is going off on tues for some shooting stuff.
She talked about seats and stuff, laughed to her messages.
My parents asked if I was okay, reading messages and laughing.... -_-

♥