30/10/08 Long & tiring journey finally ending D:

Seriously, it is very very tiring,
in other words extremely tiring;
especially when you give in so much,
and felt like you've got nothing in return
this isn't what i expected,and isn't what i wanted.
Things aren't supposed to turn out this way,
neither i expected it to be this way.
The terrible feeling lingers, on and on, it doesn't seem to fade away.

It is a real long distance, just like
going on a treadmill, no ending to it,
unless you push the STOP button.
I'm not going to push the red stop button;
putting a stop to everything; [the past]
it is a hard and sour break for me,
but the only way, since I'm tired of everything.

Went out with komi today :] was supeeeeer fun,
thanks for making my day girl ^_^
we went to sch. with outside clothes,
and then we went to ehhh, jurong point :D
and also, shopping, eat, chat :]
thanks heaps, loves

not sure? haven't ask/confirm yet D:
i want go watch HSM3 D:
still had not found time to watch
and also the coffin ^^ haha, heard that it was ehh, nice? o_O
anyway, nothing much to really post about,

♥

Let's just let the past go;cannot imagine how to tell you,
this is perhaps the want to say but don't know how to say feeling
tonight, I'm afraid, i might just break-down over the phone D:
sorry, but I'm tired of waiting,
giving in; without any returns